Two Months After Hurricane Katrina – Into New Orleans

Not knowing the intimate details of the damage left behind from Hurricane Katrina, I assumed I’d seen the worst of it in Ocean Springs. Everyone talks about how bad New Orleans is, but from the little television and Internet coverage I saw before making this journey, buildings were still standing in New Orleans, so this had to be the worst scenes of devastation, right?

I drove through the town of Ocean Springs, right down a main street in the original part of town. Traffic was heavy, so I had time to read all the signs that announced “We’re Open for Business” and “We’re NOT Going Out of Business!” While some of the old brick and wood structures were standing proud, the plague of blue tarp syndrome dotted their roofs. A big banner announcing the Fall Arts Festival happening this past weekend was hung between two oak trees that withstood the 150 plus mile an hour winds with nary a broken branch. Amazing to think that not two or three blocks away, a trash heap represented what remained of five or six homes.

Before leaving the area, I needed some lunch. I’d brought food just in case, but I’d spotted the remnants of a Wendy’s burger joint not far down Highway 90 on my way in, and they were open. Curiousity more than nutrition sent me there for lunch.

Nothing remained of the bright red Wendy’s sign on metal posts high above the building, but the Wendy’s brand marketing of uniform architecture was a tell tale sign that this was indeed a Wendy’s. With all the hard work Wendy’s owner, Dave Thomas, did on behave of adoption, himself being an adopted child, and his work with children, I’m sure that he would be proud of his Wendy’s employees who jumped to work to get the restaurants back up and running fast, even in spite of the devastation to their community. Having met him briefly many years ago, I also know that he would have been right there leading the pack with support, donations, and help for Katrina victims. So I felt I honored his life somewhat by having lunch with him, at least in spirit.

Inside, the place was clean and functioning, and packed with workers. Construction workers, roofers, people of every ethnicity, as well as every clothing style and stink. Whether they’d bathed that morning or ten days ago, some of them needed a bath anyway. But such is the labor to restore a community.

Everyone was chatting and smiling and many of the patrons knew the workers behind the counter. I heard one man say, “You know you’d miss me if I didn’t stop in every day” and a few minutes later, another man told a young girl, “You know I just come in here for your smile.” There was a sense of comradery and fun that was exciting to see.

I got my lunch to go and headed back out on the road. Since the Highway 90 bridge crossing from Ocean Springs to Biloxi was broken in pieces, I was forced to head up to Interstate 10 to continue my journey.

The further I moved away from the shore, the less mass damage I saw, but I still saw damage. Blue tarped roofs everywhere. Trees crushing buildings. Whole walls ripped off like a ragged fingernail. Cars overturned. Trash everywhere. Few other fast food restaurants were open like the Wendy’s, but those that were worked under tarped roofs and within patched walls, accommodating the massive clientel either living in the area or brought to the area for the work of reconstruction and rebuilding.

As I near the highway, I see a mountain of white through the trees. Thinking it was a water park with big white painted slides, I wondered what kind of damage would such a recreational site suffer. After all, the higher the slide, the more fun and terriffying the path down through the water. Water parks dot the Gulf Coast all the way to Florida, offering children and adults a day of fun in the sun and water with a bit of the circus thrown in.

As I got closer, I realized that I wasn’t seeing a water park but a giant mountain of refrigerators. I pulled off the road and drove in closer.

Indeed, there were thousands upon thousands of refridgerators piled so high, the mountain of metal stretched above the tall pine trees. Most of them were white, with the ocassional black or avocado tossed here and there. Here and there I spotted a box freezer, an oven, dish washer, and washer and dryer, but the majority of the mountain slope was made up of refridgerators. Continue reading

Two Months After Hurricane Katrina – Pascagoula to Ocean Springs Mississippi

It’s been two months since Hurricane Katrina brought her wrath and forces to the Gulf Coast of the United States. In Israel, after a terrorist bombing of a restaurant, cafe, or night club, it is the general policy of the people to do everything possible to make sure the bombed site is open for business within a month or less. Then hundreds of people flock to the establishment to welcome it back to business, telling the world that we will not let terrorism change our lives and we are not afraid. Courage in the face of extremism and violence. So I was eager to see how US citizens were responding to this devastating natural disaster.

Pascagoula neighborhood with blue tarp roofsLeaving Mobile, Alabama, a town still struggling to pick up the pieces, I drove on Highway 90 towards New Orleans. I’d been told by several of the insurance agents, roofers, and construction workers that the highway was open all the way along the Gulf Coast from Alabama, through Mississippi, to Louisiana and New Orleans.

At first, only the occasional blue tarp roofed home or downed tree gave a hint of the dramatic force of Hurricane Katrina. As I passed through Pascagoula, Mississippi, evidence began to be more obvious. I turned into a neighborhood near the ocean off the highway to see how the homes had faired.

trash piled outside of hurricane damaged homesWhole subdivision neighborhoods were dressed in blue tarp covered roofs. The blue tarp manufacturing business is making a killing this year. Some roofs were only partially covered, a patch or two of blue. Others were fully draped, long 1×2 boards nailed down like vertical railings along the roof to hold down the plastic tarp.

In the front of the homes were huge piles of trash. Well, I use that term loosely. To us, the unexperienced, it’s trash. But to those living in those homes, it is the product of a lifetime of memories and savings. Refrigerators, pictures, desks, chairs, couches, mattresses, toys, stuffed animals, clothing, rugs, carpet, gowns, suits, books, CDs, radios, televisions, guitars, cribs, freezers, stoves, bird feeders, curtains, computer parts, bicycles, telephones, coats, baskets, coffee tables, lamps, and much, much more.

The piles were like little heaps, stacked in neat piles in front of a home close to the street next to the mailbox, or giant mountains covering the once neatly trimmed lawn and towering towards the sky.

On this very humid and hot early morning, already people were at work inside the homes with the banging of construction, ripping and tearing out sheetrock and insulation and flooring. Still, two or three people along each block sat in chairs on their front porches, looking out at the foggy morning, and probably wondering how they were going to make it through the day.

Most of the homes were either empty or lived in, and I did see a few FEMA and private trailers parked outside many homes.

Pascagoula had a population of 26,000 and fishing and tourism is a major industry. Located along the Pascagoula River, Pascagoula is more than just a landmark from the popular Ray Stevens song, “The Day the Squirrel Went Berserk in the First Self-Righteous Church in that Sleepy Little Town of Pascagoula”. It is home to the famous Mississippi Gulf Coast Blues and Heritage Festival that attracts some of the best in blues and jazz annually. It is also home to many fishing and wildlife expert guides who take tourists upriver to fish and see alligators and swamp creatures. Shrimping, fishing, and all kinds of seafood is caught and farmed throughout the area, bringing tons of money to the economy.

I heard on the radio that the shrimping and fishing is back and awesome, especially the shrimp as they were stirred up by the storms. Unfortunately, much of the infrastructure for harvesting the seafood crops was destroyed. Not just the boats but the warehouses and manufacturing plants that handled the seafood to prepare it for delivery to your nearest grocery store or restaurant. Over 30% of all seafood consumed in the United States comes from the Mississippi and Louisiana coastal areas, totally destroyed by Hurricanes Ivan, Katrina, and Rita, along with the lessor hurricanes in between.

Clothing lines parking lots - I assume donated clothesAs I moved on towards the beach between Pascagoula and Gautier to find more signs of destruction, I spotted vacant gas stations and grocery stores covered with cardboard boxes and clothing scattered across the parking lots. At first I thought this was left over debris from the storm, but then I saw huge handwritten signs requesting “No Dumping of Clothing” and “No More Clothes! Stop!” I could only assume that these were from boxes of donated clothes brought in by rescue services for those with nothing left and after two months of being picked through, this is what remains. A big mess. It looked worse than the annual sell everything sale at Nordstrom’s Outlets. Continue reading

Two Months After Hurricane Katrina – Gulf Coast Shores

I’m in New Orleans and access to the Internet is very complicated and difficult. I will write more about my experiences here, but here are some photos taken on the drive over along Highway 90 through the Gulf Shore area of Mississippi.

I want you to remember that this area is almost 100 miles from New Orleans. I’ve been told that the devastation covers “90,000 square miles (233,000 km²) of the United States, an area almost as large as the United Kingdom”, according to Wikipedia.

Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores
Hurricane Katrina Damage on Gulf Shores

 

Lorelle’s Hurricane Soap Box

Living in the hurricane ravaged dart board for the past year, I have become a cynic when it comes to disaster relief and disaster victims. And I’m not happy about what I’m hearing about the problems with Hurricane Wilma. So forgive my momentary soap box.

Hurricane Katrina was not expected to suddenly turn so ugly, and the path of destruction was vast, much more than anyone expected. Yes, it hit areas that thought there were immune from such destructive storms only because that thought was based upon limited information. Destructive force hurricanes have hit all along the Gulf Coast. Thinking New Orleans and parts of Mississippi were safe because they have survived previous storms does not ensure survival of all storms.

And yet, in many areas where people were not injured or had any loss, people were begging for money. One of the women in the campground here was whining and complaining that the Red Cross and FEMA told her that they would not be compensated for their shed falling over during the hurricane. She told me earlier that the floor had been rotted for years and the mice were having a grand old time in there. That wasn’t what was important. They wouldn’t pay her because it wasn’t attached to the mobile home.

And then she whined that they wouldn’t be compensated for lost work. I asked, “What lost work?”

All their work tools and equipment were in the shed and now that they were destroyed (okay, wet and had to be dried off), she and her husband couldn’t work any more and needed to be compensated for the loss of employment and inability to work. The fact that she and her husband haven’t held down a job in decades is beside the point. She tells me that because she doesn’t have a business license, they won’t help her business.

“Just because I only do work for neighbors and friends, I’m supposed to get a business license and pay taxes to the government as a business? It’s only work for friends, but now even I can’t do that. They should pay me for lost earnings.”

Oh, please.

Yet, over and over I’ve been told by residents here that it is best to NOT insure your property for hurricane damage because if you don’t, FEMA will hand over more money than your insurance company would ever pay you. “Want a new trailer? Make sure it’s uninsured and leave it behind when you evacuate. They’ll buy you a new motor home.”

I don’t buy it, but unfortunately I’ve heard enough stories to begin to think this kind of frivolous generosity by the government is true.

There is a huge fraud case in a small barely impacted community near Mobile, Alabama, where people are being prosecuted for fraudulent claims and receipt of thousands of dollars in aid money. According to a news report, John N. Brown, the police chief in the town of Pine Hill, said:

“We’re a poor county, a real poor county. When people see free money or free anything, they go berserk,” Brown said.

I don’t see how your financial level can be an excuse for poor moral values. This kind of stuff makes you turn cynical really fast.

Hurricane Wilma was known to be heading towards Florida for days, maybe even a week. Sure, many thought it would drop down and become a category 1 or 2 and not the massive blow of a category 3 hurricane, but they knew it would be bad. And these people are experienced. They know better. They get a dozen hurricanes hitting or brushing them every year. Florida is in the middle of the hurricane dartboard.

Work is being done in San Fransisco and neighboring areas that have suffered devastation from earthquakes to prepare the people on what to do in case of a major earthquake. They are told by officials to be ready and prepared for three to seven days, or more, before officials will get to them with supplies or help. I think that this training and information needs to be spread throughout the United States as well as all areas on the dartboard of mother nature, especially in tornado zones, hurricane alley, and earthquake grand central.

Florida, you know better than anyone that help takes time. Why weren’t you, the individual, prepared with food, water, and gasoline BEFORE the fact not after. “We didn’t know it would be that bad” is no longer an excuse. If the name “hurricane” is followed by someone’s name, or now a Greek letter, understand that help, food, water, electricity, and fuel will be a while in coming. If May follows the month of April, then you should be totally prepared for a summer of repeated evacuations and hurricane preparedness. Learn to take care of yourselves before you rely upon the government.

Honestly, we all need to become more self-sufficient and self-reliant. If we don’t take care of ourselves first, how can we expect anyone else to take up the slack. I have to admit that I am much more willing to foot the bill for people who stand up and say, I can deal with this, instead of people who say “Oh, help me, I’ll never recover.”

There will be victims, but let’s make sure that they were helpless victims not informed victims.

Ain’t Hurricane Season Over YET?

After Hurricane Alpha was blown away by Hurricane Wilma, I thought maybe we would have a reprieve. NOT.

A Public Advisory from NOAA on Tropical Storm Beta states that this new storm should turn into a hurricane by this evening. Computer models from Weather Underground show Beta moving into Nicaragua and bringing 10-20 inches of rain, along with floods, landslides, and devastation. Only one prediction in the models has it coming up into the Gulf of Mexico, but the odds are more likely to attack Central America.

This is the 23 named storm of the year for the Tropics, and according to Jeff Masters in his Weather Underground Blog:

There are no provisions for what to do in the event we have to retire Beta’s name and replace it on the list of hurricane names. One possibility is that the storm will be dubbed Beta-2005 and the name Beta will be reused. Another possibilty is that Beta will be skipped over next time the Greek alphabet comes into use.

Think about that. If a storm causes enough devastation, the name is retired. And the Greek alphabet names are there “just in case” they run out of “normal” names. So what would happen if one of the Greek backup alphabet names had to be retired.

Ah, the struggles of dealing with weather is so complicated.

On a personal note, two more houses I thought were “okay” from the flooding of the Dog River from Hurricane Kartrina near the campground just got condemned notices on their doors.

Many people who thought they lucked out from the damage of the hurricane are now finding huge water leak stains on their ceilings as the water with mildew and mold, showing that damage was done to the roof that wasn’t obvious immediately after the storm. Some are just putting mold resistant primer over it and painting, but there is more damage there than they want to deal with. For them, it’s easier to do than trying to prove now, two months after the hurricane, that the water damage is from the hurricane, though it has barely rained here for the past two months. They’ll wait until the next hurricane and report it after that.

Along with Allstate and other insurance companies deciding to stop home and business insurance offerings for those living all along the Lousiana, Mississippi, and Alabama coast, putting the burden for recovery on the government and charities, making life here even more miserable.

UPDATE: Less we forget, Hurricane Alpha killed 26 people while most US citizens were paying more attention to Hurricane Wilma, which killed more than 20, most of those in Mexico.

Off and On and Off and On and Off and On

Photograph of part of our tool kit, photograph by Lorelle VanFossenYears ago, a co-worker of Brent’s awoke in the night to a terrible cackling sound. He got up to find the lights turning on and off and on and off. The cackling happened between the lights going on and off. Puzzled, but suspiciously aware of the source of the sound, he stepped outside of his bedroom into the stairway landing which was built around the huge cage in which his giant parrot normally slept through the night. They’d finished remodeling the house not long before.

The bird had managed to stretch his leg out far from the cage to reach the light switch. He was having a blast, laughing hysterically, between turning the light on and off and on and off and on and off.

Well, folks, since we returned from our evacuation from Hurricane Katrina, that’s been our life for the past five weeks. Our electricity has been on and off and off and off and on and off. And we’re not laughing.

The power in the campground was going out from minutes to hours during the first few weeks after the hurricane. It was bad after Hurricane Katrina, but it also got bad again after Hurricane Rita. Finally, it slowed to a trickle of fast on and offs throughout the day. I got so frustrated with the computer turning off in the middle of an unsaved essay or project, I gave up doing anything that required more than a few minutes of concentration, saving what I was working on more frequently than I worked on it. Continue reading

Rebuild Hurricane and Flooding Zone Homes with Houses that Swim

You don’t have to look far to see the cleverness and ingenuity of man. The problem is that the information of one group’s cleverness never seems to reach the ones who need the same clever thinking.

In Amsterdam, US journalists are exploring how the Netherlands dealt with their flooding problems over the centuries. A little late to the game with thousands of homes destroyed by recent hurricanes and the resulting floods, but still, it’s proving to be fascinating. I hope the US can learn from these brilliant flood and construction experts when it comes time to rebuild New Orleans, as well as along the Gulf Coast and in Florida.

One brilliant design comes from Speigel International’s Dutch Answer to Flooding – Build Houses that Swim. The homes are built on a water tight “cellar” that acts like a float. When the water rises, the house rises. The homes are kept from moving around by strong posts held deep into the ground. They are built to withstand open sea forces which rarely come inland, though the current can be very strong.

It is this kind of novel approach needed in the United States when it comes time to rebuilding. If you are going to build homes and businesses along hurricane zones and flood areas, then work with nature not against.

You Don’t Know What It’s Like

You don’t know what it’s like. You can’t imagine what it’s like. You would never believe it. You don’t know how hard it is. You don’t have a clue.

Well, guess what? I do. I know what it’s like. I have an imagination. Having traveled a lot of the planet, I can believe just about anything. I know what hard means. And yes, I have lots of clues.

Maybe I’m just too tired. Bone tired. It’s 11PM and I just got home. I should have been in bed an hour or more ago. I have barely slept through the night, catching an hour or two here and there, for over a week. So maybe that’s my excuse.

Maybe it’s because I’ve heard this before. I’ve heard it so many times before I want to puke.

Or maybe because I heard it just one too many times today. Maybe that’s what is causing this rant.

I am so damn tired of people making sweeping assumptions about me, but also about each other. Four of the many people who came into the campground office today, where I have been working almost non-stop for the past three, four, okay, five, six, or more days, said one of those phrases to me. Two more told me the same things on the phone. “You don’t know what it’s like.” “You can’t imagine…” “…never believe it.” “It’s harder than you know.”

I also heard them said to Diane over the past few days, part of the team of Charlie and Diane, proprietors of Shady Acres Campground.

To all the folks who make such sweeping assumptions and accusations, I have a message.

Shut the hell up.

The cliche is: if you want to judge someone, walk a mile in their shoes. I’d like to see some of these people trade shoes with me, Diane, and Charlie for just a few minutes. Bet they would sing a different assumption.

We all face suffering at one or dozens of times in our lives. Loss is part of the family of humans. So is gain. Win and lose. Ying and yang. But your loss is no better or worse than mine. It’s just loss. It’s how you deal with it that lifts you up or puts you down.

As the panic and hysteria over the trauma of Hurricane Katrina and Hurricane Rita dies down to a dull, low roar, our struggle to hang on continues. Camping insurance agents, new to the job, who couldn’t hack it are gone. Others have moved on to Texas and West Louisiana to deal with the new claims from Hurricane Rita. Others are moving in, and they aren’t feeling the pressure of the initial panic. They are taking a lazier and slower attitude. And they want their air conditioners, tree free clearance to their satellite dishes, and cable television.

I have to remind them that we are still in a disaster zone and Comcast lists us low on their priority list for restoring cable throughout the campground. And the broken and dying branches in the trees will be removed as soon as the snorkel is repaired after being flooded and underwater for a couple days. When they are cut, then they can get access to their satellites hovering overhead their $300,000 motor homes and fifth wheels. I warn them repeatedly to turn off their air conditioners when they leave for the day as the whole area continues to battle power losses and surges.

Guess what, folks, you are now in a disaster area. Luxuries haven’t been totally restored. Read a book.

Just because I’m standing in a campground office, looking like I know what I’m doing, doesn’t mean that this is the total sum of my life. Like you, I have traveled. In fact, I probably have traveled more than you. I just don’t say so. Like you, I have suffered, and maybe I’ve suffered more or less, or at least in different ways, but I know hard and suffering.

Don’t assume I lack imagination. I don’t have to walk far around the corner of the block to see massive destruction. Just because you weren’t here for the first month of massive cleanup and the campground and park looks nice and welcoming doesn’t mean that it was always like this. Extremely hard manual labor and dedication went into making it pretty again. We’re also good at hiding what still needs fixing.

Don’t assume that because I’m sitting at the table, quietly having a cup of tea, that my life is boring and lazy. It’s the first chance I’ve had to sit in the past 16 hours and I sat down as you walked through the door.

And don’t assume I’m stupid. Or I’ll assume that you are stupider than me.

While you were thinking up assumptions before we even met, I was helping dozens of people with their own personal problems and suffering throughout the day. Working in a campground office is like being a nurse, shrink, carpenter, handyman, receptionist, cashier, book keeper, sales person, tour guide, restaurant expert, and secretary. All skills required, along with a great deal of flexibility, durability, and patience. Hey, Mr or Miss Assumptions, does your job and life require all those skills?

And while you are making assumptions, don’t assume this is my job. I’m helping out where I’m needed to give the poor people who own this campground a little bit of a life. I’m helping people who are here, giving of their precious time and life and energy to help others get back on their feet and recover from the disaster. What are you doing to help? What do you have to give to those suffering around you instead of whining about how we don’t know nothing about your suffering?

End of rant. I’m off to bed. It will be better tomorrow.

Tax Relief for Hurricane and Disaster Victims

The US government and federally funded programs are available to help hurricane, tornado, flood, earthquake and other disasters, and there is also tax benefits and relief for victims. You can find more information on tax benefits and relief from the IRS Tax Relief in Disaster Situations.

As one of the millions of victims of Hurricane Katrina, because I had to do the research, you get to share in the benefit of what I found. I am not a tax expert, but I’m slowly becoming a disaster expert ;-). This is just a list of what I found – you have to do some of the work to find out if and how it applies to you.

If you are a victim of Hurricane Katrina or Hurricane Rita, here are some things you need to know from the IRS.

  • Deadlines for affected taxpayers to file any returns, pay any taxes and perform other time-sensitive acts have been postponed to February 28, 2006. In Alabama, Louisiana and Mississippi, this relief applies to any return due on or after Aug. 29, 2005. In Florida, where Katrina hit first, the date is on or after Aug. 24, 2005. Both individuals and businesses qualify for this special relief.
  • In the hardest-hit areas — those designated by FEMA as “individual assistance areas” — the tax relief will be automatic, and taxpayers won’t need to do anything to get the extensions and other relief available.
  • In areas where FEMA has determined damage is more isolated — designated as “public assistance areas” — or for other taxpayers outside the impacted area, people will need to identify themselves as hurricane victims when filing with the IRS.
  • In the hardest-hit areas — those designated by FEMA as “individual assistance areas” — the tax relief will be automatic, and taxpayers won’t need to do anything to get the extensions and other relief available. In areas where FEMA has determined damage is more isolated — designated as “public assistance areas” — or for other taxpayers outside the impacted area, people will need to identify themselves as hurricane victims when filing with the IRS.
  • To get a copy of any past tax reports or papers from the IRS, call 1-866-562-5227 from Monday through Friday from 7:00 am to 10:00 pm local time, or send in a Form 4506, Request for Copy of Tax Return, with “Hurricane Katrina” written in red in the top margin of the form.
  • By calling the above number, you can also request Disaster Tax Loss Kits to help you understand your tax situation and what you can do.
  • To determine which level of federal and tax benefit you get, and what you need to do, see IRS Updates Hurricane Katrina Tax Relief Guidelines for Taxpayers in Four States, Relief Workers and Others Impacted and the list of states and counties affected.
  • Tax relief assistance payments are usually not taxable. People in a Presidentially-declared disaster area who receive grants from state programs, charitable organizations or employers to cover medical, transportation or temporary housing expenses do not include these grants in their income.
  • If your home, property, business, or rental property was damaged by the hurricane, you may be able to deduct some of your loss. Only losses not covered by insurance or other reimbursements are eligible. See Tax Topic 515 for more information about losses and theft.
  • If you are awaiting a tax refund, being audited, or awaiting any other information from the IRS, and they are unable to contact you because you have relocated, call the IRS disaster hotline at 1-866-562-5227 or refund hotline at 1-800-829-1954. The IRS will ask for authentication by providing information from your last tax return, including name, address, taxpayer identification number and filing status, and a current mailing address and phone number.

Here are more forms, news, and information to help victims of Hurricane Katrina and Hurricane Rita.

One Month After Hurricane Katrina

I finally got a full hour of exercise this morning. It was amazing. I sweated and hated every moment of it, and feel much better for it. I finally pulled my little potted garden set into place after a month tied to trees behind the trailer, and caught up on my hand washing and cleaning up a little. Amazing. Only two minor interruptions and one huge computer catastrophe! Looks like this might be a quiet morning.

I sat down at the computer and checked comments and found that my friend Westi had left a comment on my recent post, Something is Rotten in Here, saying “sounds like you need a HUG!”. Of course, I burst into more tears.

Has it really been 30 days since we went into panic mode, worked overtime to jam in a new hot water heater and raced out of the Gulf Coast to Atlanta as Hurricane Rita reached Category 4 directly on track for Mobile, Alabama? It did shift towards New Orleans but ended up smacking the hell out of Mississippi, much ignored by the news media.

We stayed in Atlanta at a horrid overpriced campground, just because they had free WIFI, for a week and a half and then headed back as soon as they got the electricity turned on. What should have been a four to six hour drive back was a nightmare of blown tires, bend tire rims, tread left along the highway, and a lot of time and money wasted. While the evacuation and return was filled with major stress, the horrors of what we saw when we arrived made that kind of stress look insignificant.

Thirty days.

I heard an interview this morning on NPR with a mayor of a small town in Louisiana. He was asked how he had fared in the week since Hurricane Rita hit. He said it felt more like one very long day instead of a series of days called a week. That’s what these past 30 days feels like.

The electricity keeps going on and off and on and off and on and off, sometimes for a second, sometimes for a few hours. The past three days, it seems to be steady, but we’re now having power outages inside the trailer. We will try to trace it tomorrow. With all the spikes, surges, and outages, we’re sure it’s taking a toll on our electrical system. For me, it means I go two to four days between checking email and my websites. I write in my journal and post it to my websites when I get a few precious bits of time on the Internet with stable electricity and Internet connection.

On a group mailing list, someone accused me of some ridiculous stuff based on the fact that my silence “said” something. Hell, it says that I’m not online. It says that I didn’t know anything was being discussed. It says nothing. Why should not saying anything mean something? Amazing what people make up in their heads with little or no evidence.

I stare at the 250 plus emails that come flooding in when I do get online long enough to run email, and I’m overwhelmed. This is added to the 200 plus from the time before, and the time before that. I don’t even want to run email tomorrow for fear of more emails that demand my attention. I barely have time to read, let along respond, so there is a lot that is being put off. I’m paying attention to only the most critical things.

Thirty days and we’re still in what we call fireman mode. We put out the fires we see and leave the rest smoldering until we have time.

We filter all the water coming out of the faucet outside, and then filter the drinking water a second time. Normally our drinking water filters last 2 months, but I’ve already been through two filters in these past 30 days. The water has flakes of something floating in it and is a bit cloudy. Even through our filtration system, in the right light I can see a slight sheen of oil patterns on the surface of my glass of water. Maybe it’s just oil from my skin as I sip the water. Maybe it’s something else. I’m sure it’s “safe”, but you never know. We’re paranoid about things like that.

We bought a mold kit when attacked by a molding something in the trailer. I came in about 11PM last night from working in the campground office and Brent told me that it had been four days since the test and we were positive.

I had slept maybe two hours the night before and been out of the house before six in the morning to run to the vet to get medicine for Kohav and be back in time for Brent to take the truck to work. It was over an hour past my bedtime and my head pounded with exhaustion.

I didn’t understand what test and if positive was a good or bad thing. A test he had to do for work? Nah? With the FAA? Maybe I missed something? What the hell is he talking about?

“The mold test.”

“What mold test?”

“The mold test from the kit we got to test the mold in the trailer.”

Light bulb went off. “Oh, that test.”

“It’s positive.”

Mold Test Kit shows positive for mold, photograph by Lorelle VanFossenHe held up the mold test petri dish and sure enough, two patches of white mold and a big spread of black yuck had formed in the clear plastic dish.

“What does that mean?”

“It means we have mold in the air.”

“So we’re going to die?”

“Sooner or later, but right now, I don’t know.”

“Are you sure this is mold from the moldy thing we found or mold in the air? Is it harmful or not?”

Then the interrogation really began. We can hardly remember what we did 10 minutes ago let along four days ago, so we started questioning our memories.

“Did you do the test before or after we found the rotting thing?”

“I did it after we bought the HEPA filter.”

“We bought that the same day as the mold test.”

“So did we find the rotting thing before or after that?”

“After.”

“Okay, so when?”

“When what?”

“Did we do the test before or after we turned on the air filter?”

“Probably after.”

“Oh, that’s right. I turned it off and put the petri dish near the air conditioner to blow around the air into the dish. I did it for two hours, following the instructions.”

“Yes, but was that before or after we found the rotting thing?”

“I don’t remember.”

“Let me see. We shopped for motor homes, had the search-from-hell for lunch, bought the mold test and filter, came home, set up the filter, did the test – ah, then I had to go up to the campground office for the night.”

Brent cleans out the kitchen cupboards looking for something rotting, photograph by Lorelle VanFossenAnd we got up early the next morning and spent all day cleaning out the cupboards.”

“And that’s when we found the rotting thing.”

“Yes.”

“Right.”

“So why did we want to know this?”

“I forgot.”

“Um, I think it was because of the mold test. It’s positive.”

“Oh, that’s right. So what does that mean?”

“It means we have mold.”

“Is it going to kill us?”

“I don’t know if it is good or bad mold.”

“Is there good mold?”

“Probably.”

“Give me the instructions.”

“I gave them to you four days ago.”

“Where did I put them?”

“How would I know?”

“I don’t remember you giving them to me.”

“You said, ‘give them to me because you will lose them’.”

“So I lost them? Is that what you are saying?”

“No, I’m only telling you what you said.”

“Oh, they are here in front of me on my desk.”

“Then you didn’t lose them.”

“Don’t push while you’re ahead.”

“What does it say? Is it good or bad mold?”

“It says we have to mail it in with a check for $30 and they will tell us if it is good or bad mold.”

“So we don’t know.”

“Only that we have mold.”

“But do we have mold because it caught the yuck from the moldy thing in the cupboard before we got rid of it and do we still have mold in the air now? Or because it sat in the sunshine for four days in the window because I forgot to move it?”

“I don’t know. What do the instructions say?”

“It doesn’t say. I think anything growing in a tiny greenhouse in direct sunlight will grow really well.”

“Maybe.”

“So do you think we still have mold?”

“We can send it in for further testing.”

“Yes, but that costs $30.”

“And will it tell us that we had mold in the air when the test was done, or that there is still mold in the air?”

“I think we need to do another test. This way, we will know for sure.”

“But this is Mobile, Alabama. It is hot, humid, and there are mushrooms growing everywhere outside and mold, mildew, and fungi on the trees and on anything that sits outside for more than three hours. How are we really going to know if the mold it is finding is inside the trailer or just in the air?”

That stumped Brent. It’s hard to argue with me when I’m really right. We really don’t know. We live in a tiny tin box that is often more outside than inside. How will we ever know for sure?

All I know is that it doesn’t smell and more and we’re continuing to run the HEPA filter to clean the air out. We’ll buy another mold test kit this weekend and try again.

This is just a prime example of how stupid our conversations get when the stress level is out of control and exhaustion is our constant companion.

Thirty days of this. All one blur day that happens to consist of thirty separate days.

Something’s Rotting in Here

When we are in the middle of stress, sometimes it helps to write, other times, like recently, I sit down at the computer and start to write and tears come and then sobs, and then the dry heaves. So I procrastinate, hoping that time will help me deal with the emotions with more perspective, allowing the words to flow and not the tears.

Our home on the road in Mobile, Alabama, before the hurricanes, photograph by Lorelle VanFossenLast week, I came into the trailer after hours spent working in the sweaty heat helping some folks deal with the latest crisis preparing for the arrival Hurricane Rita. The smell just about knocked me on my ass. Something was rotting.

I cleaned up the dishes, took out the garbage, cleaned out the fridge, and went through the cupboards. Nothing.

Since Hurricane Dennis, keeping the trailer neat and tidy hasn’t been a major concern since we knew we’d probably be packing up and running, which we did for Hurricane Katrina. And we just haven’t had time. Brent is working two jobs, and I’m now working…well, all the time. Books and files normally on the shelves above my desk are in boxes stacked on the couch, along with the storage box for the new monitor and color printer, so we can slip them into padded protection for the next evacuation move. Why bother to put them away when they will just have to come out again in a few days?

But when it comes to food stuff in this hot weather, I’m paranoid. Always have been. I looked everywhere. I decided it was coming from the air conditioner.

Brent came home that evening from work and started his own quest to find the rotting thing. He, too, decided that it was the air conditioner. Maybe it was leaking Freon. We’ve been having trouble since Hurricane Katrina with our the power going off in the trailer, both from outside and inside, often triggered by the air conditioner switching from maintain to cool automatically. It kept tripping the power to my computer, turning it off. I finally bought a backup UPS unit and all day long the balloon that tells me it’s on backup power and then AC power keeps popping up every hour or so. All signs pointed towards the AC, so we turned it off.

That night, it was 80-85F degrees all night long. We laid in our beds, windows open, fan running, and drenched the bed in sweat. I was out in the morning for a couple of hours in the campground, and returned to the trailer to find it already sweltering. I set the fans to full blast, and kept spraying myself with water, finally restoring to sitting at my desk with an ice pack on my head. There was no escape. The coolest spot in the trailer was on the floor of the bathroom, and Kohav had claimed that spot. I finally went up to the office early for my evening shift, unable to function in the heat.

I did, however, research air conditioners with the intension of ordering a new one, once I discussed our options with Brent that night. I also sent Charlie, the campground owner, down to our trailer to do a sniff test to help us determine if indeed it was air conditioner freon, rot, or something dead. He told Brent it smelled like a rotting potato, but then most rot, mold, and mildew has that smell. He couldn’t tell if it was freon.

When I returned at 10 that night, even without the air conditioner running, the smell of mold, mildew, fungi or rot was even worse. We thought we’d tracked the smell down to back of the trailer in the kitchen area, but it smelled like it was coming from the walls.

Repairing water damage and leaks on our trailer, photograph by Lorelle VanFossenAs you may remember, we’ve had massive trouble with leaks after returning back to the states and our home on the road. While we seemed to have repaired the worst of the leak damage in our slide out, we also know that the whole back side of the trailer also has water damage. We’re just waiting for cooler temperatures to tackle that horrendous job.

In my mind, I was suddenly envisioning all the black, orange, brown, and green mildew and mold shown on television and seen on the debris removed from flooded homes lining the streets of our neighborhood, living in my walls! Mold can kill you. Panic set in and fear overwhelmed me.

Brent works on repairing water damage and leaks on our trailer, photograph by Lorelle VanFossenI crawled up on the bed and fought back the tears. Brent crawled in next to me.

For the first year of our lives in Israel, I missed the trailer terribly. We’d live in it for six years full-time, and it was our home. Everything was set just as we liked and we’d grown accustomed to being in close proximity to each other all the time. In the roomy apartment, Brent and I could spread out and it was tough being so far away from each other. Slowly, I gained some perspective and made plans to replace the trailer with a motor home when we returned back to the states. After all, we’d have tons of money from working overseas, and we deserved to finally move up into something stronger and more durable.

Unfortunately, paying 40% plus in taxes to Israel and other crappy lies we were told about the financial benefits we would get for the job, killed off most of our plans for a healthy financial cupboard. Israel sucked just about every shekel out of us. Returning to the states meant a pay raise, finally, and lower cost of living, but we didn’t have the financial reserves to spend on anything but fixing up the trailer and continuing to live in it.

I resented this for a few months and then decided to accept it and put massive effort into cleaning out it, fixing it up and repairing what can be repaired now and planning for future repairs. The joy of being back in “our home” grew and I moved towards acceptance again that this would continue to be home for a few more years.

Now, this was threatened as Brent and I laid on the bed, crying, and evaluating the state of affairs. There is water damage in the back wall of the trailer and in at least 3 spots on the roof. We haven’t been able to look inside the walls to see how extensive the damage is, so we’re left with assumptions and imagination. If mold has moved into the walls, the trailer is toast. I get my wish for a new home on wheels, but we can’t afford what I want, just what we will have to settle for.

Unfortunately, this need comes at a time when every trailer and motor home within 500 miles has been either purchased up by FEMA or by rescue, insurance, and construction workers. It is a seller’s market and making a deal will be near to impossible as sellers can charge whatever they want, as long as they keep supplying the RVs.

The next day I got on the Internet and did some hunting. At least I could turn on the air conditioner, but I left the windows open, and the ice pack was back on my head anyway. In between helping out with more trauma in the campground, I got a couple hours of research on what was out there in a new home on the road. I tried not to breath too deeply in my current rotting home.

Brent had to go to work Saturday morning for one hour. Then he took the day off, came home and we headed out to the three local RV sales companies. Only one had anything worth looking at, since they’d been cleaned out. They only had top of the line motor homes or the cheap, fragile travel trailers. Nothing in between. Totally sold out. So we looked at the top of the line, expensive motor homes and actually found one layout that we liked. For $200,000 USD. Choke.

What we found in many of these quarter of a million dollar and less motor homes was funky workmanship, layout, and designs. Overkill on technology like satellites, big screen televisions (one had four TVs – including one in a basement storage compartment so you could sit outside under the awning and watch TV – built-in tailgating, I guess), massive stereo systems and computer controls, but underkill on air circulation, counter space, sensible light weight but strong construction, and dumb slide out layouts. Only one caught our interest, but even that one had things on our list that we would remove and change.

After a morning of prowling through crap on wheels, Brent decided to reward us with a nice dinner at an Italian restaurant he’d been wanting to take me to since we arrived 10 months ago. We had to park the truck some distance away as the parking lot was narrow and full. I walked inside and was told that they were closed due to a private party and would reopen to the public at three. So we decided to walk over to the Red Lobster next door. I couldn’t make it through the door for the stink of cigarette smell. So we drove across the street to a new Ruby Tuesday. We had to wait 20 minutes for a table. As usual, we specifically insisted on being as far away from cigarette smoke as possible and they told us that no one was smoking. Besides, they could only smoke at the bar.

I’ve never eaten at Ruby Tuesday, but Brent told me it was good food and we eagerly ordered steak and shrimp, a special treat. A few minutes later, my throat started to swell and my eyes started watering. Brent noticed immediately. I couldn’t smell smoke, nor could he, and he looked all over the place for the source. Brent got up to find the waiter to move us to a table farther from the bar area.

A woman at a nearby table told her waiter that someone was smoking and that it was disgusting and disturbing her lunch. I was delighted until I couldn’t breath any more. I started choking, so I grabbed my napkin, covered my face and pushed through the crowd to get outside into the fresh air, only to be met by a woman smoking out on the sidewalk while her four teenage children stood around and watched her.

I headed off towards the street and found another smoker getting out of her car, talking on the cell phone and waving her cigarette all around her face for punctuation. I headed past the smoking mother towards the back of the restaurant, then into the parking lot to escape three workers standing at the back door chain smoking away in a blue grey cloud.

Brent finally found me sitting on the sidewalk in the parking lot sobbing, barely able to breath. Three restaurants, a home filled with toxic mold, allergic reaction, and a blinding headache from low blood sugar. This was not a good day.

He helped me into the truck and told me we were going to Olive Garden. We liked the food, though the service has been horrible lately, and it was smoke safe. Unfortunately, after parking two blocks away with our huge truck, we arrived to find a waiting list of more than an hour. Screw it.

We finally ended up at McDonalds, and choked down salty and tasteless food. Both of us had indigestion for the rest of the day.

A trip to Sam’s Club was cut short by the crowd by the door who told us that the electricity was off and the store had been closed. I had forgot that Hurricane Rita was beginning to come in and pound the area. It had been raining and blowing hard, but I’d been too self absorbed with my own trauma to even notice.

On our way home, we stopped in at the hardware store and bought a mold testing kit and a huge Hepa Filter air filter to at least help clean the air and maybe give us another day or two to live in the trailer before we had to move out.

We came back to the campground with just enough time for me to shower and run up to the office for the evening shift. The rain and winds blasted the campground. I was totally drenched by the time I and my near to useless umbrella arrived at the office. A kind woman, taking her laundry out of the dryer early, invited me to use the last of her dryer time to at least dry my soaked pants. I stood around in my underpants for 15 minutes, and my pants were fairly dry when I pulled them out. What a sweetheart.

When I got home about midnight, I told Brent that I’d been thinking too much about all of this, and if it were rot, we should be able to put some holes in the wall and see if there are any signs before we commit to spending a hundred thousand dollars on a new trailer. Let’s be sure.

Early the next morning, we started with the bottom of the kitchen cupboards. We pulled everything out and looked under the newly installed hot water heater to see if there were signs of mold and mildew from all the water damage from that leak. Nothing. We moved through the cupboards, pulling everything out and examining it carefully, ready to start putting some holes in the inside walls of the cabinets to see if we could detect any mold.

At one point, in a cupboard that never sees food of any kind, holding only our foil, plastic wrap and a couple cans of cat food, I pulled out some plastic bags to find black smudge marks on my fingers. A closer inspection brought out a quarter size chunk of something unknown that had half inch black moldy hairs growing on it. It disintegrated in my fingers. We pulled everything out, vacuumed it, then bleached it out, and scrubbed every item from the cupboard.

Within an hour, no more smell. Of course, the bleach smell was potent, so we put the Hepa filter under the air conditioner so it would blow “clean” air into the air conditioner system, and waited. No more smell. Maybe we got it.

Before I headed out for another evening working for the campground, we started to put all the stuff away back in the cupboards. We washed all the silverware and kitchen tools, pots and pans, everything. As I laid away the final items, I found a flood of water under the sink. Everything had to come back out and Brent wiggled in with the flashlight to find that the new hot water heater’s connections to our plumbing were leaking. I headed off to the office, leaving him stuck under the small cabinets, trying to tighten things up.

We still have boxes of cleaning and cooking supplies on the floor and the couch days later as the leak continues each time we think we’ve finally fixed it. Brent says he fixed it last night. Hopefully tomorrow they can go back in.

And so far, the smell is gone. All holes poked into the back wall from the inside show no signs of mildew or rot. Water damage, yes, but nothing growing, waiting to kill us in our sleep.

Our minds are now back on our business and not the panic of finding an emergency place to live and buying and moving into a new RV, but the stress continues. Outside in the world around us, the stress of recovering from the hurricanes goes on, and inside, the turmoil of our life continues to boil.

Did I say that we live on vacation? That we live in a place where people vacation? Doesn’t that imply some kind of carefree, low stress lifestyle?

What? Where? When? How? Why? Why not us? When do we get our vacation?

Your Life is So Easy

I drag my laptop with me every night to the campground office, and set it up. My intentions are to get some work done during the moments between panics, since I hardly find time during the daylight hours. Sometimes I can get as much as 30 minutes of quiet time, other times, I’m lucky to be able to wiggle the mouse to clear the screen saver before the next person comes through the door.

I laughed after a man left last night. He came in and saw me sitting quietly at the computer on the kitchen table in the office. “It must be nice to have such a quiet place to work. I bet you get a lot done here in the evenings.” He went on and on to tell me about his assumptions of my life and then about his own life, and I just sat there, watching my screen saver once again pop up when 10 minutes rolled by.

As I closed the door behind him, I couldn’t help it. I just started to laugh hysterically. Tears poured down my face and I couldn’t stop laughing for several minutes. Before he’d arrived, I’d had two hours of trying to cope with a whole series of idiotic events.

Another adjuster, new to the industry, had called three nights before telling me his motor home was broken down on the highway and how he’d taken the wrong turn on the Interstate before it broke down so he really didn’t even know where he was in relationship to the campground, and could I sent someone to tow him to the campground. I told him that we didn’t have such services and gave him enough landmark directions to find out that he was only a couple miles away.

He called a tow truck and – I’ll make this shorter so you don’t have to go through the suffering with me. He called me in between every event all night long to report on what was going on and telling me that he would still be coming to the campground that night. By the end of the night, about midnight, he called and said he would be there in the morning before his meeting. I guess he then called in the morning and said he’d be there at lunch, and then at lunch called again to say he was still having troubles and would be there in the evenings…you get the picture.

Three days later, he finally shows up. His repaired motor home is parked in front of the VFW lodge in the strip mall two blocks away. He needs a gas can to get gas to put in his motor home. So Charlie lends him a gas can and the guy heads back in his car, then returns and asks me to go with him in his car to get his motor home so he doesn’t have to hook the car back up to the motor home. Dealing with three other people at the time, I told him I couldn’t leave. He took another volunteer. I explained to him how to get into the campground, where his spot was, and how to park. Very simple.

He returned with his motor home and promptly pulled into the wrong street and got stuck. I pulled out my flashlight and walked over to his site to help, leaving people waiting for me. After watching him try to put his square peg in the round hole, I told him he needed to straighten out the huge motor home and drive all the way around through the campground, cross the street and through the small neighborhood circle to turn around and approach it from the direction I had originally asked him to do.

He nodded and started to back up his motor home. Once straight, instead of pulling forward along the wide road, he turned sharply to the left to cut through the middle pull-through lots. In the process, he hit his own car parked there. He jumped out and yelled at me that he needed to move his car. I kept trying to tell him to stop and pull down the street, but he didn’t listen. He jumped back in the motor home and began to pull forward again. I stepped in front of the motor home, and shone the flashlight in his face. He stopped.

“Now, listen to me. Pay very close attention. You might make this turn, but you won’t make the second one. Backup. Go straight down the road. Cross the street. Follow the road around in the circle and come back and you will be in the perfect position.”

He finally appeared to understand. He drove through and I returned to the office where there was a line of folks waiting to connect their modems to the phone, pay their bill, and get change for the laundry and ask directions to any nice restaurants nearby, only to be told that “nice” restaurants in the nearby area were destroyed, that pizza deliveries are taking 2-4 hours in our area, and that they’d have to drive 5-10 miles to find anywhere decent to eat.

While handling all this and more, I kept looking out into the dark night for the motor home coming down the street out of the neighborhood next door. Nothing but darkness. I ran to the back of the office to hand out change for the laundry, and rushed back to the front – no headlights. I stepped outside and looked – no motor home nor new lights. I went back in, took payment from another guy, gave a woman directions to the nearest pharmacy, after hearing about why she needed one (I’ll spare you), traded jokes with a quick witted fellow-camper coming up for his nightly shower in the public restroom in the office, and still no lights.

I finally interrupted one long story teller to explain that I needed to go outside and walk the neighborhood looking for a lost camper. Man, I thought, what a way to spend a quiet evening. Walking the neighborhood looking for a lost motor home. I stepped outside and saw pin points of double lights at the end of the street. Finally!

What had happened? Maybe he stopped to pee. Maybe he stopped to eat. Carrying your back on your home, these are things you can do without leaving your vehicle. Or maybe he decided to do a night tour of the nearby damaged areas? I don’t know but it took over 25 minutes to make a trip that normally takes 3 minutes for other, slower and older campers.

I met him at his spot, stuffing down my curiousity and fury. Within 2 minutes, he was backed in, parked, and all set up.

I dragged myself back to the campground office to find it empty for a change. No washing machines vibrating the whole building, no banging of the dryers, no loud television screaming the woes of life from the hurricane zone on the horrid FOX News. No loud conversations or lines of adjusters waiting for the telephone, phone line, or bathroom. Silence. I’d forgotten what it sounded like.

I fell into the wooden chair at the old kitchen table and wiggled the mouse of my laptop to shut off the screen saver when the man with the assumptions arrived. Thus began his soliloquy of how peaceful my life must be and how wonderful it is that I have time to play on the computer.

Damn, I wish he was right. Too funny.

The Creeping Rot of Depression

I can feel it, creeping in from behind my eyes and ears, and curving up around my body. It pushes my shoulders up and head down. My back bows under the weight. Thoughts come in black clouds instead of bright shiny ideas and incentive. I feel it pressing in all around me, coming from all sides. I know the levy is going to break, as I can see the cracks forming in the walls around me, but I don’t know when, where, or how. I just know it’s coming.

Debris from roofs, piers, and damaged trees line the road everywhere you drive in Mobile, photograph by Lorelle VanFossenLike millions of people all over the Gulf Coast of the United States, depression is bounding on the walls of our lives.

There is an overwhelming feeling of loss everywhere I go. In the people, homes, buildings, even the landscape. When I step outside of my trailer, even though the park has been thoroughly cleaned with long sweaty days picking up fallen trees, branches, and debris that scattered itself into our little oasis from blocks away, evidence still lingers.

Deep furrowed ruts are the last evidence of the huge tree that snapped off and landed next to where our trailer normally sits. Brown dried dead branches hang from almost every tree you see, harbingers of more destruction if the wind kicks up right. Many came down during Hurricane Rita’s brush with the area, but more remain wedged in the trees’ arms just waiting for the right moment to be released to land on your head, home, trailer, car, or pet.

Blue tarps quilt roof tops from hurricane Katrina damage, photograph by Lorelle VanFossenBlue, brown, black, and silver tarps cover homes on every block. You can’t turn in a circle without seeing quilted roofs everywhere. Signs are blown out, over, or down. Cars and trucks that met with trees coming at them instead of them coming at trees, sit by the road or in people’s yards, their fragile skulls crushed and eyes cracked or shattered.

Dead tree branches line the streets in Mobile, Alabama, photograph by Lorelle VanFossenThe pile of tree debris that was once as high as a motor home along the road, obstacles to clear traffic views to the right and the left, has dried out with the overwhelming heat and drought that hit the area after Hurricane Katrina. As the single story high debris piles dried, they sank down, so at least the view up and down the street from my tall truck is a little easier. But each of these dried out piles of trees, branches, scrubs, roof materials, mattresses, furniture, toys, and appliances is a tinder pile waiting for a carelessly tossed cigarette to ignite it and go up into flames.

It isn’t just the assault of destruction on my eyes. It’s the lives altered by the destructive forces of mother nature. Family, friends, and strangers arrived in the campground in the early weeks after Hurricane Katrina, telling stories of losing their family, homes, and property, not to mention jobs. Many lost their jobs because they can’t return to work. Others lost their jobs because there is no work to return to. Stories of death, loss, suffering, trying to cope, and inability to cope fill my ears on a daily basis.

I spoke earlier of the insurance and claims adjusters and FEMA personnel who arrived here in droves immediately after Hurricane Katrina. Allstate and other insurance companies can’t hire enough workers to keep up with the overwhelming demand for inspections, approvals, and reports. If you want a job, it’s a good time to be qualified to be an insurance adjuster or inspector. More than 5,000 qualified and wanna be adjusters have moved into Mobile, going through fast training programs at the local hotels and being released into the “wild” to do everything from initial drive by inspections to onsite evaluations for homes and businesses of every shape and size. Reports coming in say that many of these will be here for 3 months to two years working on the various insurance project issues.

The depression is creeping in around them, too. When the early adjusters and inspectors arrived, most had some experience and knew what to expect. They knew that lots of money could be made, but for them, it was about the work not the money, though the money is nice. What met them was more than they were prepared to deal with. Only those who understood that the heart will survive against overwhelming odds or those who could separate emotions from work are making it. The rest are barely able to cope.

One of the new adjusters told me that when they arrived, all bright, eager, and bushy tailed, ready to make fistfuls of money, are finding it hard to cope. After just a few days on the job, the enthusiasm for the money is fading. Now, all he can think about is how fast can he get his work done so 1) the people can get the money and help they need, 2) people can get on with their lives, and 3) he can get out of here.

Damaged household items line the road from Hurricane Katrina, photograph by Lorelle VanFossenThey continue to come back with stories that are worse than the pictures you see on television. Homes totally destroyed, wiped right off their foundation, not a stick in sight. Others find homes crushed into pickup sticks. Still more find homes and businesses that either fell off their stilts or were pushed right off their foundation to sit atop their neighbor’s home or the nearby street. Huge trucks wrapped around trees, shoved against them with the storm surge and floods. Dead animals, deer, boars, dogs, cats, sheep, cattle, and even the occasional alligator, are found lying alongside the roads and in backyards and places where you don’t expect to see such animals.

Most of the bodies have been recovered, but some are still expected to be found under massive debris from collapsed buildings. The rush to recover them is not as critical as the need to make roads passable, restore water, sewer, and electricity, and gain access to the areas that still need help.

Another adjuster told me of getting a call from a woman who had to leave her damaged home as the adjusters were running late, trying to maneuver through unmarked and damaged streets with their laptop GPS units. She told them to go see the house anyway. She admitted the house looked okay, but only from the outside. She couldn’t open the door, but they were welcome to try.

Unable to park close to the house, the adjuster and his partner walked the block or so towards the house and ran into some emergency rescue workers walking the same direction. They chatted along the way to the house, which looked like one of the lucky ones, though they could see the marker line of the flood waters along the exterior of the house. When the guys were unable to open the door, the rescue workers used their equipment to smash it down. Once the door came down, they understood why the door wouldn’t open. The entire roof had collapsed into the house. What wasn’t crushed by the roof was covered with black fungus and mildew, along with layers of mud already growing plants in the humid fertile stink.

I often talk to another adjuster who works on multi-million dollar claims for major businesses, specializing in shipyards, marinas, and ports. He has come back with many stories of boats sitting on top of buildings and twisted beyond recognition, and piers and decks reshaped to resembled roller coaster rides. He came in two days ago, white and shaking.

He’d stopped with his truck to inspect a damaged waterfront area when two guys with baseball bats came out from between the destroyed buildings. Hearing the same stories we all have on television and radio, he’d rehearsed what he would do if attacked, mugged, or threatened, never intending to actually have a performance. He reached under his seat and pulled out his pistol and held it before him as the two men approached, waving their baseball bats over their heads.

They took a look at the gun, hesitated, and moved forward a step, telling him they wanted his truck. He screamed at them, both hands on the gun. They reconsidered and ran off. He jumped in his truck and ran off himself. Rehearsal had become a reality, but no rehearsal had prepared him for the after effects of his actions and response and it took hours for him to come off the adrenaline rush, fear, and anger.

Shady Acres Campground is packed with insurance adjusters, rescue and repair crews, photograph by Lorelle VanFossenI have been spending early hours at the campground office, helping people get their bill paid, fix their RV, figure out how to dump their sewer tanks, hook up cable, adjust their satellite dishes, figure out their laundry, get their computers connected via modem or WIFI, and listen to their stories. During the day, I’d check in with various residents in the campground, especially Lester and his father, Mr. Walden, often visiting with him for a while or watching him while Lester ran an errand. I’d get maybe two or three hours to do my work, then jump in the shower, greet Brent when he came home from his own long hours at work, and then be up at the campground office from six to ten, sometimes midnight or later, waiting on late arrivals and helping out those trying to figure out how things worked and what the heck they were doing. I walk the campground once or twice in the evening, finding propane sensors going off in empty trailers and motor homes, sewers overflowing, and water lines leaking, all because so many of the new temporary residents are brand new to this RV living lifestyle. Then back to the office to answer more questions and help more people, and all the time, their stories come at me in waves.

I wish I could tell you all of their stories, but they all involve sadness, misery, hopelessness, and depression, with the occasional spark of good will and joy. Mostly, it’s exhaustion.

Like many of them, I, too, fall asleep within minutes of my head hitting the pillow, only to wake repeatedly in the night and stare at the ceiling, or watch the hours tick by on the illuminated clock. Six o’clock arrives and I leave my snoozing husband to slip into my workout clothes and try to get past the office for a short walk without getting caught by someone else with a problem or question. Four mornings out of the past fourteen have I been successful.

I predicted early on that the greatest need that would probably go unheeded throughout the area is post traumatic stress syndrome. People are reeling from their own personal and private losses, but the workers who are going into these ravaged areas, hauling away debris, picking up the remains of the lost lives and homes, helping the victims, reporting on the damage, clearing the roads, connecting the electricity and water, repairing and replacing the beginning the reconstruction.

Rumors flew around last week that an insurance adjuster had been killed by a home owner when the adjuster told them that he wasn’t the final decision maker and that he was just there to collect the information and report back to the office. The owner wanted the money and help now, and so he pulled out a gun and shot the insurance man. Everyone was talking about it, worrying, considering taking seriously the recommendation to get armed before going into the devastation area. It turned out to be just a rumor and no evidence was found, but tensions were running high as inspectors reconsidered their reasons for being here.

A tree removal team is staying on the far side of the campground. They bring in their heavy equipment in and out during the day, but now leave it parked in the driveway of an abandoned and damaged house across the street. They have their own stories of working in the sweating 100 degree temperatures cutting up trees and pulling them from homes and buildings stuck in at odd angles. Some just fell onto the homes, while others were driven through like giant spikes. The work is back breaking, but it must be done.

Someone reminded me this morning that we were coming up on the one month anniversary in a few days of Hurricane Katrina’s pounding and destructive arrival. One month. Where did it go? I don’t remember “doing” anything. No major accomplishments. No successful stories of learning new things, writing about new topics, or actually finishing any projects. I know things happened. I know work that was necessary got done. But when, where, and how, I don’t remember. I can’t think beyond the next emergency moment. I need to make plans, get back to my work, and get back to business, but my brain can only focus on the thing in front of me. How to help the next person. I can wait.

Surviving Hurricane Katrina and Hurricane Rita

We escaped the rage of Hurricane Katrina by evacuating to Atlanta, only to return to Mobile, Alabama, and be threatened by Hurricane Rita. Luckily for us, and unluckily for others, Rita moved to the west, so we’ve missed the full impact, but not the brush by.

The damage around us from Hurricane Katrina would be terrible, if this was an example of the most damage that was done to the area. Compared to the Gulf Coast of Mississippi, even New Orleans got off light. There are whole towns wiped off the map in Mississippi, so the few destroyed and flooded homes and massive wind damage here ain’t nothing compared to Mississippi.

The campground has been sold out with the few who leave quickly replaced from the long waiting list. There are even people dry camping down by the old homestead on the river desperate for any place they can find to put their trailer or motor home. The campground owners draw the line at tents, as there are no bathroom facilities to acommodate them, but the requests come in every day. As I mentioned, the campground continues to be filled with insurance adjusters and a few FEMA agents, heading out early in the mornings to start processing claims throughout Alabama, Mississippi and Louisiana. For most of them, the can’t find a closer place to stay, so they drive hundreds of miles a day into the other states to do their work and drive back to sleep for the night.

I’ve been helping out in the early mornings and late evenings to give the owners some rest. They’ve been working overtime to repair and restore the campsites destroyed by Hurricane Ivan. Most of them are back with water and electricity, though many whine about lack of cable TV. Tough. Comcast just hasn’t gotten back here to finish working on it, and for $20 a night or less (weekly or monthly), then you can suffer without cable TV. Other campgrounds are charging $25 – $50 or more a night. I overheard Diane tell someone on the phone who was complaining, “We’re in a disaster zone – what do you want from us?”

I say be thankful you have a place to stay, water, sewer, and electricity, along with free WIFI. There is news on the Internet and the radio. You don’t have to “see” it, too.

Most of the damage around the campground has been cleaned up, and roofs are slowly being fixed around the neighborhood. Some homes will have to be rebuilt as the flood damage and destruction is just too much, but they are few close to us.

Hurricane Rita brought torrential rains but lasting only brief periods of time. The wind kicked up a bit, but nothing damaging, though the electricity has been going on and off for two days – but it has been going on and off for weeks since Hurricane Katrina. The fear is that the wind will bring down damaged tree limbs that are stuck up in the trees, causing more roof damage and crunching mobile homes and trailers.

So we are safe for now, and watching the news along with everyone else. Our stress level is eternally high, and rarely lowers, but we’re fine.

Thanks for worrying.

Visual Impact of Hurricane Katrina – Starting to Head Back

Some of you may know that we are also among the millions of refugees/evacuees from Hurricane Katrina. We’ve been in Atlanta for over a week now, waiting for the electricity and water to be turned on and the roads to be cleaned up back in Mobile, Alabama.

Where we are staying, we have had no television access, but we have had the Internet and cell phones, so we get plenty of information on what is going on. Being without a television for the news isn’t new to us. We’ve had plenty of experience as we live on the road and travel extensively, and often major news events happen and our only resources for information is the radio. Huddling around my Grundig Shortwave Radio in our travels, we’ve seen the wars in Bosnia and Yugoslavia, Afganistan, Iraq, the tsunami in India, and now Hurricane Katrina in our minds as we listen to reporters from NPR and BBC radio describe the scenes and victims share their stories.

So for us, it was very shocking to finally see image collections from AP news, Guardian’s photo gallery, MSNBC, and the Photo Gallery (sidebar) of AP images showing the massive destruction and devastation of Hurricane Katrina. I know most of you have seen these images played out on television. A week after the hurricane, we’re seeing these for the first time.

Dauphin Island is a 20 minute drive directly south of where we have been living, a Gulf Shore island that took a huge portion of the brunt of Hurricane Ivan only 10 months ago. It had just been cleaned up and open for tourists for the summer, with repairs on major structural damage to homes and rebuilding underway. Now, many of the homes that survived Ivan are gone, wiped off the map, and buildings and homes are destroyed all across the Island. An oil rig that broke loose is sitting only a few yards from the edge of the beach. This tiny spit of sand community may never recover from this second blast from Mother Nature.

While we’ve been reporting on how bloggers are reporting on Hurricane Katrina, and telling stories of our own, nothing has hit us as hard as these images.

We are intending to leave Atlanta in the next day or two, now that we have heard that water and electricity has been restored. We are still nervous about the gas prices and availability as price gouging and lack of electricty for pumping has caused panic and fear all throughout the Southern US, so we will make our decision tomorrow.

Thanks to everyone for their support and good thoughts during this time. We were very lucky and got out safetly, but many of our friends were not so lucky and we will help out as best we can when we return.